January 2011
31 posts
i love boyfriend
Life’s great, adapting to work, adapting to changes, adapting to life. No complains so far. That’s all that matters. The boy’s words put a smile on my face. The reason why I never stop loving him. Despite the distance, he’s still showering me with love and that’s all I need to be happy. His love, his trust and his faith are what I need to face each day stronger than...
worn out.
I know I’ve not been updating as regularly. I’ve just been reblogging whenever I feel bored. Im super lazy to be typing. Been wasting my time, working, dancing and slacking. No, I’m not slacking with stupid people, I’ve been slacking with my girlfriends of 6years and my blood brother.
Everytime I am home, I would check my facebook and then go to sleep. I am too tired...
are you worth it?
I’ve made tons of sacrifices. I go against everyone. I want to prove to others that I can do this, I can do all this waiting for him. I want to prove that he’s not that bad. I want to prove that he do love me. I am sacrificing. As much as life has moved on for me, my heart has not. I’m still stuck at the moment where my heart is sealed for him. Day by day, I pray and hope that...
Today no work since I have to get to my checkup. So it was good news, I am fit enough to resume activities. Thank ALLAH.
After the checkup was to Bedok, had late lunch/early dinner at KFC then we met Mummy’s friend and then bussed home. Im feeling tired right now, I got no idea why. Tomorrow Im working afternoon shift which starts at 3pm, but I have to wake up in the morning to accompany...
Been working my ass off the past days. K bedek. It’s currently off peak period so not that busy, so got most of the time Im just slacking, laughing with my colleagues. But that sucks, cause Im too free, nothing to do so the time seems so slow, it takes forever to end my shift. Pfft. In a week, they taught me alot. I learnt alot! Thankfully they said Im a fast learner, cause I still feel Im...
This is me right now. Yes, Imin my work uniform. LOLS! Tomorrow onwards would be BLUE! yayness! I have 5minutes to type and im off to work already. hehe. Im feeling pretty cranky right now, idk why. Lets hope, work dont pissed me off. Im broke, literally broke today. Not a single cent. I feel so sad. But whatever, I am so used to this life. Well, guess no eating for me today. Starve till 4pm and...
it's not getting any better
Today at work, I was super busy since it’s a Friday. Too busy, till I never realise the time and suddenly it was already 4pm and work has ended. Today, had to be independent and do work by myself, thankfully I managed to do everything. Colleagues are great, they’re nice people who are willing to help me, though I am very irritating asking the same questions time and time again. LOLS,...
not a good start afterall
my start of 2011 aint so good afterall. i failed to achieve my first resolution, but no worries im gonna try harder that is, to be STRONGER. im sucha weakling that i kept crying over the smallest things. hais. when will my drama mama attitude end.
work has been ok so far. tiring of course. standing for 8 hours is very tiring. but im trying to adapt.the people there are nice though. and it seems...
you're my first and my last
Everyone else can doubt my feelings towards you as long as you dont doubt it too.
Countless time people are asking me ,”will you wait for fav?”
Im tired of answering, and everytime the question pops out, my answers are always different. It’s not that I’m fickle-minded, it’s just that Im unsure of what I want and how I feel. Everything are too dramatic and sudden....
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why did i do what i did?
all awhile,whenever someone ask me whether im attached, i would end up saying No, dont know or declare that im single. but weirdly this two days at work, people are asking me whether im attached,and suprisingly i said yes. i dont know why i did so. but i did. i go around telling people that im attached. i feel so confused right now. maybe, im just missing the boy too much. everyday checking the...
new beginning
2011!!
My Abang and My Adek. Syahmi & Syakir. Much Loves.
Damn, I party goood! ^^
The people I call family.
Rose, the girl who partied with me, though for a short while.
Radz, the boy who danced and partied hard with me. And the boy who lent me his cap cause I wanted to cover my messy hair! hahahs
Lastly, Syazwan, the brother. I wouldnt be at the party if it wasnt for him. :) ...