December 2010
79 posts
new year
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE YEAH. FOR THOSE WHO OFTEN READ MY TUMBLR, THANK YOU SO MUCH. TO THOSE WHO NEVER LEFT MY SIDE AND HAS ALWAYS BEEN GIVING ME ADVICES, THANK YOU SO MUCH. AND TO THOSE HATERS TRYING SO HARD TO BRING ME DOWN, TRY HARDER NEXT TIME. :P
BE IT YOU HATE ME OR YOU LIKE ME, HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU
WHOEVER’S GOING SILOSO, SEE YOU THERE. SEE ME, PLEASE SAY HI TO ME OKAY. TATA...
i'll be right here waiting for you.♥
To know that our love never did end and that FZFV16 still exist, puts a smile on my face. Though distance separates us, our love will stay. So I thought hard, my confirmed new year resolutions are to be brave, be strong and stop all my crying. 2011 will be about being independent; working and supporting myself, commitment; juggling dance, work, family(s) and prolly studies that is if i’m...
no more tears :(
“i dont have my son to talk to, so i talk to his girlfriend la” this words repeating in my mind. im thankful for everything. despite whatever happened, there’s something good that happens. blessing in disguise i must say. i learnt alot. in fact too much during this short period. it’s only been 2months but i feel the suffering of 2years. im weak, very weak. i cry over the...
my lips like sugar ♥
I’ve been complaining that I’m bored, but I’m very lazy to be browsing through Tumblr. So I usually waste my time playing games on Facebook. And I’ll endup neglecting Tumblr. Retarded I know. I’m sick, literally. I’m having dry coughs which hurts ALOT whenever I cough. I coughed even when I’m asleep, so I cant have proper sleep. I’m having migraine...
nobody wants to be lonely
2010 is coming to an end, Im upset for sure not ending the year with a smile and the lover boy of mine. But what’s done cant be undone. 2010’s been a hell. I cant imagine going through 2010 all over again with the heartaches, arguments, torture and all the other negativity. But again, 2010 though it sucks big time, all those obstacles made me a stronger person. Made me appreciate the...
im making myself happy ♥
Let’s make this post simple. Thursday
Orchard with Mummy and Lil bro > Downtown to meet Isha and Fina plus lil babies > Northpark’s dome for dance practice with Isha and Nisah > Favian’s Mummy, lil sis and lil brother dropped by to meet me. hold back tears when they gave me hugs and kisses. missing Favian so much now. hais. > Afghan for bubble tea > bussed home...
you'll be okay ♥
from day one till now, I still feel your presence. I still believe you’re a part of me. we’ve gone through too much to make things happen. though it all ended in a separation. but i know, years to come we will be together. from the day you existed till the day we separated. my love for you has never fade. I miss your presence so much. but i know you’re forever in my heart....
stuck to your side like like like glue
I am single but I treat myself like Im attached, cause my heart’s occupied by that one and only boy. That’s the irony of the situation, I know I deserve better, I know I can find someone else better, but I couldnt care less and I dont want anyone else but that one and only boy. The mind can tell you lots of things that you can do, but once the heart been strucked by someone so...
It's ironic how most friends turn into lovers, but...
forever and always
It’s midnight, so it’s my dear boy’s 19th birthday. Sadly, I cant wish him in person nor celebrate his birthday with him. I wonder how he is, I hope he’s fine. I miss him so much. But then again, Im not gonna expect anything, just gonna live my life. Whatever happen will happen. Time will tell. Be it months, or years to come, if we’re meant to be then we will. ...
cause im a happy girl
December’s been kind to me so far. Sunday had my hair done, and I love what it has become. Worth the money and the time spent. Whatever it is, it was a treat from Sister, so Im very happy. Today which is Monday, last minute plan to catch a movie with Mummy & Lil bro. Mummy’s treat, well, buat baik la kan. hehe. Watched TRON LEGACY, awesome movie, cool shits. After which we headed...
tangisan dalam ketawa
today’s a fine day afterall. despite my fuming anger yesterday. things were solved, at least between me and Sister. i didnt talk to Mummy today, dont feel like it. angry with her that’s why. but whatever la. nephews are awesome today. joking around with them, and they slamming and jumping on me, though i feel crushed and very tired entertaining them, i had fun at least. and im super...
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apologies for the previous rants. today i will feel better, insyallah. my dear boys are here, the both of them. at least i feel better now. today’s gotta be a busy day, helping mummy do kirai for sister’s potluck. told you my life revolves around them. everything got to do with them. haiyaa. tomorrow will be my rest day. im tired already la. ooh, cant wait for sunday. pamper hair day....
Before you completely give up on me,
fcukyeahquotes:
Keep in mind that I was the girl who stayed with you through everything, everyday, every night trying to overcome another day. So before you throw all this away, just remember all the times we had, all the things we went through together.
32nd
Dear boy, today marks another month passed. Yes, it’s our 32nd month. How fast time flies. I miss you so much, but mostly I miss us. Im thankful for your existence. Will always pray for your safety and your return. Happy Monthsary to us, FZFV16 ♥
Always smile. Even if it's a sad smile. Because...
You were the one who found a million ways to put...
“There are things that we don’t want to happen but have to accept, things we...”
– (via x-hong)
I still believe it's you and me until the end of...
do i really believe so? hmm.
Some girls actually believe they're ugly. Some of...
things are changing.
another checkup today, more blood withdrawn. benci la sangat sangat. i cant stand them poking me with the thick needles and take so much blood from me. sakit plus ngeri oi! so many checkups, everytime go checkup take blood. stress! good thing my doctor is quite handsome, best tau tengok muke dia! hahas. after checkup, went Geylang to accompany Mum look for her things, trained to Pasir Ris,...
One Beautiful Disaster: One day you'll love me... →
sevdianaaa:
Some day you’re going to miss me, like how I miss you. You’re going to think about everything we “had”. You’re going to remember the good times we had, the times we laughed and the plans we set. Someday, you’re going to cry for me like how I cried for you. You’re going to eventually feel bad and…
